Maybe nobody can understand

This hurting heart and my face sad

When a boy came upon to me

Asking to borrow my own life

And then leaving it as a rag

On my bedroom dirty floor

I was ready to give him my all

Oh thief of souls, nightly ghost

And then I’m here now, bleeding tears

With his present thrown into the bin

And my stupid fucking brain’s a mess

I trusted him like the summer sun rays

Like my shadow following me

And then he shot me with a silent gun

The words he didn’t say

The answers I didn’t get

[ I feel lonely even I’m not

‘Cause everything was going great

He was always holding my hand

We were hugging in the park at night

And kissing in the swimming pool

He said I was beautiful that night

But then I left and he did too

The end of a children story

I’m not a princess, he’s not a king

We were our fault ]

Maybe nobody can explain

The mask I put on everytime I bleed

‘Cause I fear my fears as a wolf

And I fear the way of pebbles

Driving to a kind of happiness

This is why I always shut the doors

Hid my eyes, lie to friends

I was not true, and he run away from me

It was the slap I needed

Even if I’m broken like a puzzle

And my pieces have just fallen from my pockets

He was there like an hologram

But only now I’ve noticed his own body

The perfect smile, his warm hands

The way he played with the curl of hair

Nobody sees the emptiness he’s left, and neither did I.

[ I feel gloomy even I’m not

‘Cause everything was going on

He was always guarding my hand

We were playing in the park at night

And keep close in the swimming pool

He said I was beautiful that night

But then I left and he did too

The end of a children story

I’m not a princess, he’s not a king

We were far from an happy ending

And tired of not fighting at any time

We were false, our fault

It’ over ]