Maybe nobody can understand
This hurting heart and my face sad
When a boy came upon to me
Asking to borrow my own life
And then leaving it as a rag
On my bedroom dirty floor
I was ready to give him my all
Oh thief of souls, nightly ghost
And then I’m here now, bleeding tears
With his present thrown into the bin
And my stupid fucking brain’s a mess
I trusted him like the summer sun rays
Like my shadow following me
And then he shot me with a silent gun
The words he didn’t say
The answers I didn’t get
[ I feel lonely even I’m not
‘Cause everything was going great
He was always holding my hand
We were hugging in the park at night
And kissing in the swimming pool
He said I was beautiful that night
But then I left and he did too
The end of a children story
I’m not a princess, he’s not a king
We were our fault ]
Maybe nobody can explain
The mask I put on everytime I bleed
‘Cause I fear my fears as a wolf
And I fear the way of pebbles
Driving to a kind of happiness
This is why I always shut the doors
Hid my eyes, lie to friends
I was not true, and he run away from me
It was the slap I needed
Even if I’m broken like a puzzle
And my pieces have just fallen from my pockets
He was there like an hologram
But only now I’ve noticed his own body
The perfect smile, his warm hands
The way he played with the curl of hair
Nobody sees the emptiness he’s left, and neither did I.
[ I feel gloomy even I’m not
‘Cause everything was going on
He was always guarding my hand
We were playing in the park at night
And keep close in the swimming pool
He said I was beautiful that night
But then I left and he did too
The end of a children story
I’m not a princess, he’s not a king
We were far from an happy ending
And tired of not fighting at any time
We were false, our fault
It’ over ]